This Might Make Me Cry

I can't believe that this is our last blog guys! It honestly makes me so sad. Of course every other year we would be ecstatic that this is the last one. But, this is the end of the first chapter of our lives. I love you all. You really made this year truly memorable! I hope you all have an amazing life after we all walk across the stage.
Most Interesting Part of This Class: I would say all the roasting. We all had our fair share of roasting each other and it was the most hilarious thing ever. I loved it when Jesse, Ethan, and Stone would stand in front of the class and just roast everyone.
Least Favorite Part of This Class: Usually I would say midweeks, but I would say all the commotion that happens. It gets to be too much and I couldn't focus on anything and get my work done.
Hardest I Laughed in This Class: When Jesse said "Don't be like Trey and keep your parents" It was an awful joke, but I laughed so freaking hard!! 

Favorite Memory from This Class: Honestly, I can't pick one. This entire year has made me so happy! I could get rid of a few class periods, but this entire year is my favorite memory.
Best Thing About Hudson as a Teacher: You care. You give us assignments to keep our grades up and you really and truly have a passion for this and you can see it. #teamhudson
Thing Hudson Could do to Make This Class Better For Future Classes: More interactive projects maybe. Bring the class together for a project more. 

Any Final Comments for Hudson: Thank you so much for pushing me to do better. For helping me get into college and just caring about our futures. Keep the passion and love you have for this. Never lose it.

Here's What I Leave for You

Here's what I leave for you as I leave. I guess you could say this is my will. I am forever gone from Lowpoint-Washburn. I leave for you my favorite spot in the entire school...the hallway by Hudson's room. I know it seems weird, but it has the best view in the entire building, You can see the field and the cows. And of course it's my favorite because that's where I spent most of my time with my love when he was a senior. I leave for you the art cabinet that I painted in the art room. Ruin it and I ruin you. And lastly, I leave for you the group of people that I forever owe my success to....the teachers. Without them I would never had made it this far, Treat them right or I'll hurt you.

Take it or leave it.

Okay. Well you may listen to this or you may not. I recommend you do just because I am where you're going to be next year. So one thing you always have to remember is that i's not over until that diploma is in your hands. I understand that graduation is around the corner and all you can think of is going out and doing what you want, sleeping in, and literally not do anything. Keep getting up in the morning. If you are tardy so many times that senior trip you've been waiting for is gone. Do not give up on your grades. That college you may have gotten accepted to looks at this last semester. If you go downhill, they can retract your acceptance. Keep caring and keep trying. Stay organized and don't lose anything because you can use the notes or homework for your first semester in college. Just keep trying and remember you may be top dog, but that gives you no right to treat people or teachers like crap.

Ears.

I have had a few people compliment my ears. They think they're cute because they're small and cute. Most of my friends have said it, Dakohta has said it, and Jordan two minutes ago! I mean I don't think they are cute because they are not the same. One is higher then the other and they are two completely different ears. They're weird. I actually hate them a lot because they're dumb. But, they are pretty small so I can see how they would be perceived as cute, I just don't agree. But anyways thanks for thinking my ears are cute.

Midwifery

I want to be a Midwife because it is my dream. I want to bring lives into the world and experience the personal time with families. I will definitely need a strong stomach because....well birth is absolutely disgusting and wonderful at the same time. I definitely need communication skills because I have to talk down hormonal, pregnant women while they're freaking out about their baby issues. I will need probem-solving skills due to the fact of possible complications with pregnancy of birth. This job is a lot harder than I will ever make it out to b, but it could be one of the best experiences in my life.

I have all the time in the world

If I were to have all the time in the world..I would travel the country. I would buy one of those old hippie vans that are transformed into an RV. Me and Dakohta would go. We would stop in Missouri first for his family. Then we'd make our way down to Mississippi for my family. Between these stop we would stop in every state and stay for a few days to experience it. We would stop in New Orleans after Mississippi for obvious reasons! Then it's off to Texas for my family and we would make it down to the Mexican Border and travel down there. We would go on a boat to go across to Europe with my pimped out van. Then travel internationally.

Back from the Future

Well the older me has already gone through nursing school and is married now with children. I think She would tell me that I need to stop stressing out so much and to just go with the flow. She would probably tell me that I need to focus more on myself and to stop worrying so much about things with Zane and mom because their going to be fine. I need to focus on my future to make her possible. I would trust her because she is exactly what I want to be in the future and everything she says makes sense.

Waffle Blocks

Oh my goodness when I was a kid I always played with waffle blocks. Not many people knew about them. I made the mistake of giving them away before Zane was born. You can make anything with them! I would make boots...well one boot. There was only enough for one and attempt to walk around in them. It didn't work. I would make huge houses for my Barbie dolls. You probably make anything that can come to mind with these wonderful creations. I think I'm going to buy Zane some now.

My Paradise

I picture a beach on the Carribean, a huge California king bed in the middle of a bunch of palm trees. There is a fine looking Mexican man fanning me with a huge leaf and feeding me grapes. Sunny D on load all around me. I have a beautiful view of he ocean and there is absolutely no distractions and no noise besides the tide rising. But of course Dakohta is there. He's passed out in the bed....which means no sass. Everything is really calm and there's no service and no phones. No stress. This is a stress-free zone and I absolutely love it.

Kiss Me by Ed Sherran

This song is actually not on the radio, but one time me and Dakohta had a really bad fighting period and we were slowly getting back to normal. I was cooking dinner for me and Zane...Dakohta texted me and told me to look it up. Well of course I was too busy at that moment and I would look it up later. Then later that night I listened to the song and it explained everything I felt for him. Every feeling that is explainable that I have for him is in that song. It's so amazing and I love it.

Nathan and Haley.

Oh my goodness their relationship is so up and down! In the beginning Nathan was a complete d-bag. Haley was a complete goody-two-shoes. At first Haley couldn't stand him because she was best friends with his half brother Lucas. But, Nathan was an head over heels/wanting to get back at Lucas and got her assigned to be her tutor. Then she finally fell for him. Then they got married their senior year. It made me so happy that they went against all of society's norms for their love. Then Haley turned into a buttface and went on a singing tour! Nathan was so depressed he drank beer during class and got kicked out. When she came back they worked everything out and got pregnant with their first child Jamie. They are so perfect! Then Nathan was kidnapped and Haley did everything in her power to get him back. She even went to Dan for help....even though Dan died saving him. This is the perfect couple.

My family is completely crazy. You can ask anyone who has ever stepped foot in my house. We are all insane. That can go good or bad. We could all be committed into a psych ward if someone were to come see us for a day. But the insanity makes it interesting!
So as we all know my dad does not live in this state. But, as a family unit we have realized that even without him here we all have to stick together and stand behind each other. We have to stay strong and remember that family is everything.
Well my family is a little different. So, there's a twenty year old, a, eighteen year old, and then a three year old. So, my brother doesn't have siblings his age to play with so this is how he looks most times. He is very good at playing by himself...which is depressing, But he still has fun.
As we all know my dad lives like a million miles away. Just kidding...now he only lives 699.2 miles away. But anyways...it makes my family go crazy because it's a pretty stressful situation and he's like the only thing that keeps us girls from killing each other. When he leaves, all claws come out and we're going for blood. Long distance daddy relationships are not easy.
My sister depletes every chance that we give her. She's selfish and makes awful choices. End of story.
My family is absolutely obsessed with Mexican food. We love it. Want to make us happy? Make us enchiladas.
I talk about it all the time. My family is southern based and talk like this.

Finger Monkey

Omg! I want to be a pygmy marmoset! I want to be so small that I can climb up a person and the finger is like a branch! They are so cute! Plus I would be illegal in the United States so that would make me a hoodlum. But, they wont do anything to me because they can never hurt a cute little monkey like me :):) muhaha! I will hide in that dumb little change pockets in jeans that are completely pointless...but not anymore for mee! I will have a little home that so perfect like the rat off of Flushed has! Gah the pygmy marmoset life is great! :)

My Boys.

The greatest joy I have in my life is the men in my life. Dakohta, my dad, and Zane. Every time I'm around them my world lights up. I get so tired of being around girls. When my dad comes home my world is set back in place. He's away so much that when he comes home everything is back in its place and I can finally can be a normalish teenager. Now Dakohta. He drives me nuts but he has seriously kept me sane and the happiest girl in the world. It's abvious that he brings me joy or I wouldn't have stayed with him for the last year. Zane is seriously the biggest pain in my butt, but that little boy has showed me the true value of family and made me the proudest sister ever.

My Soap Opera Life

Okay so from the outside I look like a normal teenager. But, once cameras hit my house the perspective gets turned upside down. So a typical day is I wake up late from having a job that I get off super late at and the pile of homework at the end of the day. Then I rush to get ready and rarely ever do something to make myself look presentable. Then I go to Casey's to clog my arteries with more junk food. Then I go to school and try to study my hardest to ensure my college career. Then I go home and try to clean my house and take care of my mom and brother as much as I can before I go to work for the hundredth time that week to make ends meet. Then I come home to some kind of drama that probably involves my dad who lives 1000 miles away. Then I deal with that the best I can. And I once again go to my bed every single night stressed to the point of my hair falling out and don't sleep because of the million things going through my mind and the pressure of school and work. Welcome to just a brief explanation of my day-to-day life.