The Voices in my Head

I have always been very critical of myself and one of my biggest arguments is when I don't do something the best it could have happened. I am a huge perfectionist and I have always been very hard on myself and when I do something below perfect I get extremely angry at myself. I probably have this argument with myself about twenty times a day. I just feel like sometimes in my head I put these huge standards on what I need to do. Then it stressed me out and then it puts a huge toll on my body. So in the end I win and lose the fight because I make myself feel like crap for the work I've done...but then in the same turn I suffer the stress.

The Beginning of the End

So far school isn't too bad. The toughest class so far would probably be anatomy. There is a lot of memorization and holy big words in it. But, I'm probably looking forward the most to human development and psychology because I've always wanted to understand people and the reasons why they do things. I probably could have used a few more weeks of vacation because well I got myself spoiled with having to see Dakohta pretty much every single day and now I'm lucky for like two times a week at best. My goal for this year is to remain the second in the class (maybe even first..but that probably won't happen) and to get accepted to an amazing college to jumpstart my career. It's senior year and I want to bust it out and leave this chapter on a good note.